“So, if it was a choice between being vegan and joining the Peace Corps, you’d answer . . . .” 

“Vegan,” I filled in. He had asked it nonchalantly, just another question in a long interview that covered many aspects of my life. No, I wouldn’t mind taking out piercings. Yes, I’d be willing to cover up my tattoos and dress modestly. Yes, I understand I might have to conform to certain cultural traditions that I might disagree with. I admit I was caught a little off guard, but I wasn’t really taken aback by the bluntness of his statement.  I quickly answered vegan, trying to help the recruiter build an accurate picture of me. I didn’t realize that that moment was—in effect—the end of the interview.

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At that point, I had been vegan for 3 ½ years. I had come to the decision slowly, first being vegetarian for a couple years. I had no guide down this path, no one inspiration. I thought about numerous factors and decided that vegan was the right choice. I didn’t have much support either, in the beginning. I was surrounded by meat eaters and it was rare to find a vegan. I persevered and while sometimes my choice made it difficult to find food, it was never impossible. With a little planning, it wasn’t even a big deal. In those few years, I had lived in the Netherlands, Italy, Japan and a few places in the U.S. I had traveled in Morocco for a few weeks. I survived, I stayed healthy—and I learned how to ask for vegan food in a few different languages.

I think my desire to join the Peace Corps was related to my veganism—my desire to lessen suffering in the world overall, to contribute what I could to the world and enjoy myself in the process. I researched the Corps extensively before I decided to apply. Their website said many vegetarians had served successfully and stressed the importance of being flexible. I also found blog posts of a few vegetarians currently serving. I didn’t find much about vegans serving, and it is more restrictive, but after my research I decided it would be possible. I could be flexible—I wouldn’t mind skipping a meal or monotonously eating the same food if it was vegan. However—as I found out much later–that was not what they meant.

I started the application process and it took three months to get the interview. I filled out a long application, wrote essays,  and got recommendations. I went through a slew of paperwork: ensuring I could take care of my student loans while serving, a notarized statement from my mother saying she would take over my credit card payment if necessary, official college and law school transcripts. I had to be fingerprinted and send those cards in. Through it all, I was in constant contact with my recruiter. When he had received everything, we scheduled an interview. On an incredibly hot day in July, I boarded a Chinatown bus in Philly and went up to New York City for the interview. 

I was dressed professionally and arrived early. Already off to a good start, I thought. At an early point in the interview I mentioned being vegan and he said we’d discuss that later. We talked for maybe half an hour before it came up again. He gave me scenarios:

“What if the village chief slaughtered a goat just for you?” he asked, looking up.

“I wouldn’t eat it,” I answered.

I found the question odd. I wasn’t someone who occasionally ate meat. I thought the word “vegan” made it clear that I did not eat animal products under any circumstances. These few scenarios ended with the question about joining the Peace Corps or being vegan. Then we moved on. At the end of the interview, he had me fill out a vegetarian questionnaire with a few more scenarios. I thought I gave thoughtful, well-reasoned answers—yet my responses always stated that I would continue my vegan diet. I gave him my questionnaire, he read my answers, and then he started to wrap things up.

As I was gathering my things, I asked what the next steps in the process would involve. He talked about medical checkups in the next few months and the availability of assignments. Then, he paused.

“But, actually, I can’t move forward at this point,” he stated.

“What do you mean?” I asked. I thought the interview had went well.

With this,” he indicated my vegetarian questionnaire, “I can’t move on unless you’re willing to be flexible.”

“I am,” I responded, “I know my diet will probably have to change. I’m willing to occasionally skip a meal or eat the same foods.”

“That’s not what I mean.”

 I don’t remember the exact wording of the conversation after that, but his point soon became clear. He never actually said it, I admit. But to him (and the Peace Corps?) being flexible meant being willing to eat meat. He didn’t mention my vegan choice of avoiding eggs and dairy, all the examples involved meat. The questionnaire said of vegetarians, “While some have found adequate food items in the country’s diet, many more have had to adjust their diets in order to remain healthy and maintain good relations within their communities.” It suddenly dawned on me, “adjusting your diet” meant being willing to eat meat.  To me, that made no sense. A “flexible” vegetarian would then be an omnivore. He made it even more clear.

 “Earlier, when I said you could be vegan or join the Peace Corps. . . that’s pretty much the choice. It’s one or the other.” He stated it so directly; I was surprised. I hesitated.

“I wish I would have known this earlier,” I quietly replied.

“Well, I didn’t know you were vegan,” he said.

I wanted to scream, “You didn’t ask!” and inform him that the website said vegetarians were ok. I was too upset. I told him I would consider “being flexible” and  left the office. He gave me a day to decide. I didn’t know it at the moment, but my mind was already made. I talked to friends that evening. Some suggested I lie and agree to be “flexible”. That’ll show ‘em. They say I can’t be vegan, but I will!  I considered it, but decided against it.  It didn’t seem like the best way to start out my years serving and I thought it might come back to haunt me.  I knew what I would choose, it just took me a while to admit it to myself. I had already invested so much time. And letting go of the Peace Corps meant throwing my life up in the air for the next few years. But I knew what it would be. The next day I made the decision. Vegan.

So no Peace Corps for me. I wrote a long email and copied in the New York recruiting office, the head of the Peace Corps, and their complaint office. I never received a reply from any of them. Just to be clear, I’m not asking the Peace Corps to change their policy. Maybe it is efficient if they only accept omnivores. I think it’s a great program (obviously, I wanted to join) and a wonderful choice for many people (including vegetarians, from what I read online). I wish they were able to take dietary considerations into account when assigning volunteers. The vegetarian questionnaire says the Peace Corps “cannot guarantee you an assignment that will enable you to maintain your dietary preferences. . .”. I would not have minded waiting longer for an assignment where it would be easier for me to be vegan; I would even be willing to do the research on the food available myself. Unfortunately, that’s not their policy.

I do  think that they should be straightforward about their stance. If their website had stated, “We cannot accommodate vegans and vegetarians unless they are willing to eat meat sometimes,” (I’m using their definition of “flexible”), well, then, I probably would not have spent the three months applying. My recruiter said, “I am not allowed to move forward with your application unless you are willing to be flexible.” He implied that it was policy or someone above him that made the decision, not him. I just wish I had known.

It all worked out ok for me in the end. I’m now at a fabulous job with a great group of people. I don’t have to cover up tattoos or take out piercings, and vegan food is abundant. The day of my Peace Corps interview was a very tough day for me, but it led me to where I am now. And the next time someone gives me an ultimatum that involves ___________ or being vegan, I won’t hesitate to answer.

Lala Stone lstone01@temple.edu

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